My gf has caught me personally texting those dreaded through the years, and every time had been a bad battle

My gf has caught me personally texting those dreaded through the years, and every time had been a bad battle

We don’t even understand how to start, We came across my gf five years back in university, I became dating somebody i did son’t certainly love at that time, then We came across her and fell so in love with her , cheated to my ex-girlfriend together with her additionally the split up with my ex girl become along with her. I’m not gonna imagine here to end up being the good man, i am talking about I’m good, We worry on her behalf and love her, but before I arrived to the partnership together with her, I and my buddies was in fact men that simply take pleasure being with different females and that behavior appeared to took a hold in me personally, even though i obtained in the relationship along with her.

i came across myself looking to get other girls attention if i came across them appealing, and also slept with some of these. My gf has caught me personally texting those dreaded through the years, and every time had been a fight that is bad.

She cries, we show remorse and she forgives me personally, we tell myself that I’ve changed, then again a few months later, I have that urge once more once I see a precious, stunning woman and I also attempt to become familiar with her. 4 years into our relationship, I discover that my girlfriend cheated I was hurt and couldn’t believe she’d done that on me with a close friend of mine. We cried a little, asked her exactly just exactly how could she…but she begged me personally, explained that she didn’t understand how things finished up like that with him, however it had been never planning to duplicate itself once more. We forgave her, time passed away so we had been because pleased as always.

Thing is through the entire span of this relationship, it seems she’s lost trust on me, sneaking through the night to test my phone, accusing me personally of taking a look at girls whenever we’re driving on the highway or walking through the mall (when I’m perhaps not doing this), even if we take to my most difficult to be good and suppress my bad behavior, she accuses me personally of the incorrect doings..and I’m certain we caused this, nonetheless it does not replace the proven fact that it is happening and I also don’t enjoy it.Continue reading